Sorry for not updating my blog for a day or two.
Been Busy lately with my school projects. Understand me alright. School Holidays sucks, Nothing much to do for me sitting at home like old people like what i say 'Aku BesarKan Pantat Kat Umah'.
So don't ask me to go out to town or what so ever. I don't go town, i don't club and all.
Now im watching Kau Dan Aku, Very interesting show. Try to watch that show.
But for me the show is all about their future , what they want to be. the show is also about music.
Kay , I want to continue my show .
Bye.
Much Love,
Dirastarbaby
Maybe im giving up on love, i can't take it about this. When i dont find love my life would be lonely, when i started to find my true love and wont make my life be lonely. Now my confused mode came back, I don't know which one to choose still. Having this stupid feeling seen yesterday afternoon, I told you im scared that this thing would be happening to us. I have the feeling that you're changed. I don't want to fight about love. I dont want to hurt guys feeling anymore. Just im confused about all this. Give me time.
Much Love,
Dirastarbaby
Something that came into my life and make myself in a mood of love confused.
Firstly now im in love with someone else.Secondly now my ex-crush came back and contact with me again.
What did i do wrong? Am i playing with their hearts or something? But i don't want to hurt their heart.
I better being single and not fall in love anymore. Better for me to give up everything. But i have someone support to make me strong for all this that im going thru right now.
Much Love,
Dirastarbaby
If only you would do this if you asking for me stead, I just hate fighting with you cause i know i will lose. I give in everything to you. You open up my eyes and realise my mistakes. I know i did something wrong but still you love me. I told you whatever it is our problems right now , small or big i will love you no matter what happens cause you're the one that always be in my mind. You're the one that always be in my heart no matter what. I know all this fight cause of me , im the one that cause all this. I sacrifice everything for you.
I love you cause i want you, i want you cause i need you, i need you cause i love you.
Im sorry for everything. You're the greatest gift that god had send me, You were patient with all my attitude all this while. I love you
Love come and goes, But its the hardest thing to say I love you for someone.
Love have all the meaning behind it, It means that Love needs trust,respect,honest and more.
Without those there will not have love. Everyone have their own true love when it is the right time.
For me to love someone is hard cause my love is a fragile love, It comes to someone that i can respect and all. If i dont have that feeling i just treat you as my friends not more than that.
Love You ,
Much Love,
Dirastarbaby.
Im trying not to give up in love again, im trying to be strong for all this that im going thru.
If only one person that can understand how i feel right now.
See-ing other couples make me jealous cause let me tell you this,
i miss someone hugging me,i miss someone kissing my forehead and my cheeks, i miss someone hold my hands, i miss everything. If only that someone would understand me.
I don't want to lose you, how i lose my previouse crush.
Been a year i was single and i've rejected all guys that asking for me stead.
Cause im still finding someone that can understand and comfortable with my situation.
Been a year also im lonely without someone special in my heart.
Only my close friends that make me happy with full of smiles and laughters.
When you came into my life. You make me smile and laugh.
You make me change my life full with rainbows, i've throw all my misery.
Right now right here, i wanna tell you this.
I love you cause i want you, i want you cause i need you, i need you cause i miss you.
Those words has the meaning behind it.
i just like the way you are right now cause you never failed to make me happy.
I dont know what my feeling for you. But one day everything i will let it out.
Love You.
Much Love,
Dirastarbaby
Hello Readers,
I delete all my post due with some reasons, Too much memories with someone.
Im move on with someone that really love me and care for me.He always be here for me when i need him. I started to love you the day after. Although we just know each other for a day but it seems i know you better already. We're not together yet. But we love each other. I accept him for who he is, i dont care what people say about you. Cause im in love with you.
My School Holiday just started last 5 days ago. 3 weeks holiday, Sitting at home like a pig. Eat,Sleep repeatedly. Seen my holiday has started might be will be busy due to school projects need to be finish up. My project plan cock-up and thinking of another way. Although my group is only me and my bestfriend.
Nothing much to say . Will be update when im free.
Much Love,
Dirastarbaby
